Friday, May 21, 2010

ma...only identity (she thinks) she has

what relation i hav with her
now it hardly matters
all ... the necessary and unnecessary motherly things she can do
she wil do for me
with this relation i learnt a lot in my life....
she irritates me a lot...we really dont gel with each other
our worlds r totally different ....and wont meet ever...
but...my life is incomplete without her
i am still confused ...why i love this woman ????







my son ...or should i say my sun !!!

gullu....

experiencing motherhood is a bliss

what a pure happiness it brings

when i kiss him ..i feel what love is

love of my life


habu...
i love you...
this man ..has given me enough love
to live my life happily
i am ..happily married ...
i love to say this!!!

mangta hai bhikhari ..bhikariyon se bheekh maan liya hai is kshan ko hi tripti ka kshann

asking for love....!!!
who has got it ??? by the way ??
do we realy hav love to give ?? if i am asking from u and u do the same...
this means that we both dont hav it !!!
what an irony !!
.what we ask for..(.behind the word love.) things which we think can make us happy..
but the crack is we actually dont know what makes us happy
anything..anything making me happy today wil soon wont make me happy like b4
and another wish wil come soon ..and my mind and body would run after it
and again i wil expect from my love to fullfill it....
handfull of wishes leaves no space for love...

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Chaos

again and again and again and again how to get rid......of my thoughts
i just dont know
the day i started watching them they became more stronger
i started my blog today ..and realy dont know why
there is no reason behind actually
rather i do most of the things in my life which hardly hav any reason
and those things becomes a reason itself

i am afraid ....i make a total disaster every time i try to express myself
i wonder how people express themselves !!!life is changing every moment
is it possible to describe !!!!!
anyways